Wednesday, 17 June 2009

• my first baby step

  i missed blogging.
  
  i remember when i used to write on xanga, i'd feel much better about everything, but a lot of times for very foolish reasons .. i get punished for those reasons not then, but now.  someone very wise once told me to think LONG TERM in one of my random useless posts... this wise person said that just to make fun of me and to point out how foolish i was, but i was dumb enough not to see his intentions. this person is now my boyfriend
  
  blogging used to make me feel better when i can't go to sleep at night, it also helped me get out a lot of my anger, and a lot of my frustrations, because i could vocalize them. i now realized and am hoping that i am no longer that person.i hope i am using xanga tonight, another night of insomnia, to good use.  i am hoping that i can let go of everything and become a new person.  reconcile with people that have once hurt me and i have once hurt because i have realized when each and every individual come into your life, each and every single one of them is a blessing and i should never have taken advantage of it nor should i neglect these opportunities and blessings by staying angry.  i took my first step today
  
  i am gonna take it one step at a time
  
  

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